Random Thoughts

Here are my random thoughts for tonight:

* I am more then ready for Tony to get a different job.  He works hard and deserves it.  He could use the change and we could use the money.  I truly can't wait for it to happen for him. 

* I am tired.  Josh hasn't been the best sleeper lately and it is having its toll on me.

* I have been going walking with Josh and my mom while Tyler is at preschool and I have really enjoyed it.  It will be a sad day when it is too cold to go on walks.

* I really do love my family and Tony's family.  I love spending time with them and knowing that they are there for me and that I am here for them too.  It is a nice feeling.  I wish all my family lived close so that I could see them more often.

* BYU isn't playing very good this season.  Not such a good thing to do right before you become independent, but every team has re-building seasons every now and then.  Win or loose I will always be a BYU fan and be cheering loud and proud for them!

* Loosing my job has made me a more humble person - so that is good.  I have learned to do will less and still be just fine.  I am still me without my job title, my friends and family still love me, and most of all...I still love me.  Having my "career" didn't define who I am...how I live my life will do that.

* I am not perfect.  My kids are not perfect.  My house is not perfect...and that is okay!

* Sometimes stuff happens and you don't know why, you may never know why, but it is all for a purpose...I need to trust that!

* FAITH...beyond patience I need to have faith...Heavenly Father doth provide...but it is on His time...not mine!

* I really like being the funny one.  I like when people laugh at my comments and jokes.  I think that I am freaking hilarious....is that such a bad thing?  I think that a lot of that has to do with my weight (I may not be skinny but I am funny).  Maybe I need to see a shrink?

* You really are the best parent before you have children.  I remember thinking that I would or wouldn't do so many different things before I had kids and totally judged moms for doing or not doing those things...oh how dumb I was.  It is totally different when you have your own kids!  I have repented of my evil ways.

* I guess that is enough of my thoughts for one night.  Last thought.  I know that my Heavenly Father lives and that his son Jesus Christ died on the cross and was resurrected for you and me.  I know that through our Heavenly Father and Christ all things are possible.  Having children has helped me understand just a tiny bit the relationship between Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.  How hard it had to have been for Heavenly Father to see his son on that cross...how blessed I am to know these things!!!